aku dh tuer??

wahhh

siyes best gilaks jumper kengkawan taim kecik2 dlu

tetibe teringat zaman kanak2 yg best....

ZAMAN PRA MATANG
zaman2 berlari berkejaran kat dlam kelas
sambil pegang stoking
Tahniah kepad Siti Nabilah Azman sebab igt lagik
huhuhuhuh

skola rendah adelah zaman paling best
taim xyah pike nk masuk U maner
xyah pike nk amek course aper
xyah pike psl interview
xyah pike psl JPJ
sgt sronok korg tau x??

INI TAIM AKU MUDA DAN COMEL
*true story*



INI TAIM AKU TUA DAN ENSEM
*true story*



INI PLAK GAMBA YG XDE MUKE AKU DIDALAMNYER


Miss you guys a lot!!

p/s : pasnie klo wat gathering lagi jgn luper kol ak....
and tenkiu to Siti Nabilah Azman for the pics

JPA

ini untuk manusia2
yg mohon JPA
tpi blom tau result dier
termasuk ak


credits to Asyraf Ibrahim

PC Fair 2010

tensen giler gie PC Fair nie

brg sumer best2...tpi duet xder
huhuhuh

sedey gak
tgk laptop rase cam nk bli laptop
tgk iPhone rse cam nk bli iPhone
tgk external HD rse cam nk bli external HD

tpi duit xde....nk wat camner...

dpt la bli
1 micro SDHC 16 GB
1 M2 pro 4 GB
1 bluetooth USB dongle

kire ok laa tue...

paling best biler taim kuar menuju ker suria klcc

tetiber jer nmpak
awek2 jatuh tergolek, lggr tiang, jatuh kolam dn mcm2 lagi aksi menarik

sebabnyer terlalu asyik melihat
keindahan ciptaan Allah
yg berjoging kat situ x pkai baju...hanya berseluar pendek

plek btol ak tgk dier...
x malu ker kuar jogging x pkai baju nie??
tau laa tough pon...hishh...
*ak pon tough gak...tpi x penah jogging x pkai baju...hahhaha*

anyway
knangan gie PC fair ngan dak2 MMU gak paling best
pegi sorg2 x rase kesronokannyer sangat...huhuh



2008 ngan senior2 MMU



2009 ngan dak2 MMU + 3 org manusia menyebok
*relek2...jgn mara2*

korg nmpak x ak dok pegang beg wiggy yg besar tue
taun nie die x bg...
taun nie x dpt dh nk kumpul beg cam taun lepas

tdi gie carik gak booth kenangan aku, qutham, hayyan, hafiz
tpi x jumper....dh x igt dh ape nme kedai dier
hahhahahhaha

off the topic

Subway best dowh

award

tenkiu kat manusia bernama QUTHAM AKIF untuk award nie

And the rules after accepting this award on are :

1.Thank and link the person that give you the award

2.Pass this award to 15 bloggers you've recently discovered.

3.Contact said Blogs and let them know they've won the award

4.State seven things about yourself.

15 blog??....ak rase dh ramai yg dpt kan....so ak bgi kat sorg jer laa

Amar Zaim

ko sorg ganti 15 org bleh kn??...huhuhu

about myself :)

- baik kot?
- baik mgkn?
- baik kn?
- sggh baik?
- baik sangat?
- terlebih baik?
- baik teramat?

:p

pilih...jgn x pilih....

first of all

thniah kepada
manusia2 yg telah dihubungi
oleh JPA malam tadi
best giler korg dpt scholarship
Alhamdulillah....usaha korg selame nie Allah dh balas
doakan pulak dak2 yg mseh menunggu jawapan nie yer...

second

thniah jugak
kpd mereka2 yg telah ditawarkan untuk melanjutkan pelajaran ke
matrikulasi di seluruh malaysia
stakat nie pling rmai dpt kat Melaka
ak dpt kat PERAK
ade sape2 yg dpt same ngan ak??

x kesah lah dpt katner pon
klo kiter nk kan ilmu...blaja kat mane2 pon same jer
just work hard...only then you will kick asses in your life
*jgn sepak punggung org betol2 lak*

third

yer....saya dpt matrikulasi perak
kne dftr 10/5...

tpi...nk gie ker??

hishh...berbelah bagi lah pulak

sbhgian hati ak ckp
"jgn amek...tggu jer JPA kuar dlu....kn ko jugak yg ckp nk gie overC...
tggu jer la JPA kuar dlu"

sbhgian yg len plak kater
"alah....bkn nyer kompem dpt JPA pon....amek jer....jgn smpai JPA ko x dpt....
matrikulasi nie pon ko melepas...UPU pon x kuar agy dowh"

ak nk gie overC
tpi
Bawan....Kudin (dedue kazen ak) ngan Ayie (abg ak) ckp
matrix best
asasi...ak xtau ape beze sgt ngan matrix slaen
asasi nie bleh kate kompem dpt msuk U

nk pilih aper nie??

arap2lah keputusan JPA kuar seblom tarikh pendftaran matrikulasi

fourth

now put aside all the matrix...JPA...UPU thingy

pike psl lesen dlu
bile laa nk boleh wat JPJ nie...
dh due minggu x gie blaja kete
minggu first
prepare untuk interview
(konon-kononnyer laa...huhuh)
minggu second
cikgu driving lak bz
hish...klo camnie...start isnin nie kne wat klas kete stiap ari laa jwb nyer
kne setel sumer seblom bulan MEI maa....

ok
before I click 'publish post'

ak nk igtkan kat kengkawan ngan diri ak skali

Allah x bgi kat kiter bende yg kiter nk
Allah bagi bende yg kiter perlu
so just take it and be grateful with it

we just need to find a way to make something good out of
things that didn't go as we planned...

"When someone gives you lemons, make lemonade, and then throw it in the face of the person who gave you the lemons until they give you the oranges you originally asked for." — Cassandra Clare

Alhamdulillah...dh setel (interview)

wah...
lege gilaks weyhhh...
JPA suda setel

well...
fortunately
it's not as bad as I thought actually

the interviewer was nice
my teammate was friendly
the staff of PSD was helpful
the place was exquisite

everything was totally good
except the fact
that I was like scared to death all the time

Panel 7 Group 2
yeah...that's my group

well the best part of being in the last group
is that I get the time to think of
the answer for question that may be asked
and ask the previous group
about how the interview went

but the worst part is that
I spent almost an hour
scared to death for no reason

hahahahaha

my group

Chung (ampang)
Leanza (bintulu)
Jessica (klang)
Aiman (kajang)
Nafis (puchong)

and all of us was borned in
~1993~

huhuhuhuh
bkn senang nk jumpe mende2 cam nie...
yg paling ak suke sbenanyer adalah...
xde sorg pon dak dalam grup ak nie pendebat....debater or (debater dlm bhse arab ape ek??)

ok laa
trus kpd part interview

3.50 p.m++
Panel 7 Group 2

time masuk mmg berdebar giler
tpi still maintain senyum yer...
sume interviewer pon senyum...
xde yg wat muke cam nk gigit org...

kate interviewer tue
"xper2....petang nie kite anggap cam borak2 jer,"
so mule lah sesi interview

1. Introduce Yourself

ok...
untuk part nie...ak agk kecewa gak sbenanyer...

sbbnyer
interviewer tue dh sbut awal2 ape yg kne cakap...

1. Nama
2. Tempat Tinggal
3. Sekolah Lama
4. Bil. Adik Beradik
5. Nama dan Pekerjaan Ibu Bapa
6. Kursus yg dipohon
   

memule ak cdg nk promot diri abes-abesan taim introduce tue..
sebut jawatan2, achievement2...bla...bla...bla...yada...yada...yada

tpi dh die dh bgtau awl2 ape yg kne sebut
klo ak dok promot gak...
nnti die ckp ak bajet....hish...so inroduce cam biase jer laa

2. Tell me about the course you chose


1. Chung (economy)
2. Leanza (research science (kot...ak x brape igt) )
3. Jessica (law)
4. Aku (psychology)
5. Nafis (accounting)

memuler Chung kne bantai ngan interviewer
koz die x amek subjek ekonomi taim SPM

then Jessica
salah sorg interviewer tue amek Law gak
bertubi-tubi soklan die dpt....
tpi sume die dpt jawab...mantap plak tue
ak dh cuak dh waktu nie

tpi
nseb bek
ak x kne bantai pon....

memule...ak terangkan ah ape psychology tue
dgn yakin tpi agak terketar ketika bercakap
*nervous laa*

taim dengar cam gempak jer...huhuhuh
pdhl dok hapal ayat wikipedia...

then die tanyer "what type of psychologist do you want to be?"

ak pon jwb laa...
neuropsychologist

then ak terangkan laa ape itu neuropsychology

brain....bla...bla...bla....behavior....bla...bla....bla...
brain damage....bla....bla...bla...nerve....bla...bla....bla

menggunakan ayat wikipedia skali lagi yer
*trime kaseh kpade pengasas wikipedia...my saviour*

pastue...tetibe sorang panel tue tanyer satu soklan BIO
soklan psl structure of brain and function
die tanyer
"part mane kat otak kiter yg klo part tue rosak kite akn jadi macam sayur jer?"
lebey kurang camtue kot soklan dier

ok
taim nie ak cket lagi nk nanges...
hahahahaha

ak igt laa parts of brain
tpi ak dh terkeliru function2 dier...
hua...
xkn ak nk bantai jer
klo bantai pastue slh pulak
lagi teruk
so terpakse lah ak berkata

"I'm sorry, but I didn't have the knowledge about that,"

"Oh, it's okay,"
die balas

aduh...
knape lar ak x bkk balik bku bio tue??
*ok...ini jgn gitau ckgu Marina yer*

soklan ketiga ngan keempat die soklan bese jer
dh boring dgr

so kite gie stret kpd soklan last

5. Sebut satu makanan tradisi kaum di Malaysia
(bkn kaum sendri punyer)

soklan JPA
pling best yg ak pernah dgr...

You can't imagine how glad I am

ini jwpn dak2 grup ak

1. Chung (chapati....india)
2. Leanza (nasi lemak....melayu)
3. Jessica (roti canai....india)
4. Aiman (dim sum....cina)
5. Nafis (Maruku....india)

ok
dlm sumer jwpn nie...

ak ngan nafis jer yg betul....huhuhuhuh

alasan interviewer tue

chapati...nasi lemak...roti canai
is not traditional food
they are malaysian food

camtue laa ape yg dorg ckp...

lps tue...
dorg sambung laa bgi ceramah cket
kat kitorg
koz slh jwb soklan paling senang

then interview pon abes...

duduk kat dlm tue
smpai nk dekat sejam pon x sedar
rse cam skjap jer...
huhuhu...

anyway...
ak sje nk crita pengalaman interview ak
yg laen cket drpd dak2 len punyer...

but the journey is not over until the result is out
so
all I can do right now is
praying to Allah the Almighty

SEMOGA USAHA YANG TELAH
DICURAHKAN TERBALAS

Alhamdulillah...dh setel (bukan Interview)

warggghhhh
lege gilaks........

lps satu malam ak dok risau giler2...

Alhamdulillah....
ape yg ak dok cuak2 x jdi kenyataan...

Jadi....
kpd kawan2...

SILA ABAIKAN POST SEBLOM NIE....

everything is alright now...
now I could continue my daily routine of doing nothing
without worrying
hahahaha

*shivering*

I am so freaking out to death right now...
what am I going to do if it happen?

help me!!..

please tell me it wasn't real...
it was all my fault
why am I such an idiot
I should have known it would end up like this

right now I could only search for Allah's guidance

I am praying so that it won't be a reality...

but...
if..
somehow..

it becomes a reality

I will be brave and strong
and I won't let it stop me from charging forward
towards my dream

ya Allah

please let me be strong
so that I can pull myself together
in hard times like this

PRAY FOR ME PLEASE